Disappointment
I have been pondering disappointment today. From many angles not so much from being but from creating or being the source of more than anything. We are works in progress and some days are better than others. Without full knowledge we cannot understand and who ever has full knowledge? I can no more know what is another’s heart, mind and soul any more than they can mine. Sometimes that may be where most of the disappointment begins. In our hearts we may be taking what we have thought about and assemble as being the best route without communicating that to anyone else so it would be understandable that others would have no idea what intent was there. For so long I have kept most of my thoughts to myself. Who wants to burden anyone else with the matters of their heart that they cannot even understand? Are disappointment and regret the same emotion? I think not but the two do seem to see-saw with each other.
I had hoped that blogging would be a good place for me to express my thougths. I will continue to hope and continue to blog dual purposes may be achieved, I may learn to communicate better, disappoint less by sharing more – who knows – only by making the effort will any of us ever know.